I met my current girlfriend over a year ago and from day one shes lied to me about various things. Not cheating but small things. Small things that are a big deal to me. I grew up in a broken home where my parents lied to me daily. Lying is a bigger deal to me than others probably. I would go into detail about the relevance but its too long to type. Tonight I caught her in two more lies. Shes been lying to me about money. She says she dont have any so we spend my money the ln all of a sudden in a matter of hours she has money to buy buy several expensive shirts. Then I found out shes been talking bad about me to her sister. Normally I wouldn't care. People need to vent to coworkers friends family etc. No big deal. However she had call3d me very ugly names that were uncalled for. When asked about it she lied and said no such thing had been said. Minutes later she claimed she said those things but it slipped her mind. Which I do not believe.
In my opinion had she never began this relationship on lies, I wouldnt see this as a big issue. I feel like the mutual trust and respect is long gone. I doubt every word she says. Ive never lied to her or cheated. Thats one thing she wilp admit on my behalf. For some reason she doesnt trust me. Guilty conscious Im guessing.
This is just the tip. Shes very childish. Never accepts fault. Its everyone else problem. Shes never wrong. Very disrespectful. Has slapped me twice in the past. Pulled my own gun on me. Never pointed it but she did walk towards me with it in an aggressive manner. Denies that was ever her intentions. Threatened to break my phone. Took it from me and locked herself in the bathroom and said she was going to flush it. I get so scared or her out of control temper that I hide all my guns and knives when shes mad. I feel like im a prisoner in my own home.
At this point I will never trust her or feel comfortable around her. And im beginning to wonder what is wrong with me for keeping her around. In the past ive requested her to move out of my place and its always a lecture from her for an all day event about how right she is and how much of a fu*k up I am. And then she never leaves. So I just dont even bother anymore. I dont know what im asking anymore. I know this is unrepairable. I guess im looking for a "what do I do now" answer because im so mentally manipulated that I doubt my own self.
In my opinion had she never began this relationship on lies, I wouldnt see this as a big issue. I feel like the mutual trust and respect is long gone. I doubt every word she says. Ive never lied to her or cheated. Thats one thing she wilp admit on my behalf. For some reason she doesnt trust me. Guilty conscious Im guessing.
This is just the tip. Shes very childish. Never accepts fault. Its everyone else problem. Shes never wrong. Very disrespectful. Has slapped me twice in the past. Pulled my own gun on me. Never pointed it but she did walk towards me with it in an aggressive manner. Denies that was ever her intentions. Threatened to break my phone. Took it from me and locked herself in the bathroom and said she was going to flush it. I get so scared or her out of control temper that I hide all my guns and knives when shes mad. I feel like im a prisoner in my own home.
At this point I will never trust her or feel comfortable around her. And im beginning to wonder what is wrong with me for keeping her around. In the past ive requested her to move out of my place and its always a lecture from her for an all day event about how right she is and how much of a fu*k up I am. And then she never leaves. So I just dont even bother anymore. I dont know what im asking anymore. I know this is unrepairable. I guess im looking for a "what do I do now" answer because im so mentally manipulated that I doubt my own self.
