I use to make my own as well. That shit was the best! no sleep, no hard-on and raging ashole. I hated/loved it!
I was only good for 6 wks pre-contest, then I just couldn't take it anymore
Anyway, I got my pellets from a farm supplier in Miami for about 20-30 $
Then I got my kit from some guy named "maverick". But I think his site is now a gambling site.
I thnk the entire cycle cost me less than $90