Not trying to bash you or anything like that. If you look on the main page here you will see the source forum. Look through there and see who you like. There are also banners on the top of these forums with legit sources with real products. You need to research though and realize, Steroids are not just another supplement. They are hormones and you can fuck yourself up if you dont know what you are doing. You have to be willing to inject yourself as well. Oral steroids are liver toxic and can cause a lot of damage if you abuse them. Not trying to be a dick but no one is going to spoon feed you info on what to take, when to take it, how much to take, what to take with it, etc... If you cant show that youve done a bit of research noone will be willing to help you any more than i am. Let me give you some basics to google. If you run a cycle, you need testosterone enanthate. Thats it for a first cycle. Test will give you high estrogen as well so you need an anti aramatose inhibitor "estrogen blocker". Testosterone injections will shut down your natural production so you need PCT "post cycle therapy" this will include drugs that get your testosterone flowing again. Google this stuff, read it and then plan on a cycle.
If it isnt worth the time for you to sit down and read then i suggest you just get a good pre workout drink and whey protein and have at it. I think you should take a good look at your diet as well because if you are eating as well as you claim, you would grow even without steroids. What do you weigh?