So this is your 4th cycle at 5'10'' and you only weigh 185lbs? What was your weight before taking steroids and what kind of gains/losses have you made on cycles missing the Test? Also what were your other cycles and their length of time? The reason for the questions is that most people if training and eating correctly will put on a tonne of size with their very first cycle and you have been on 4! Also why the aversoin to test, the Deca alone will mess with your natural test levels anyways, sometimes culminating in the dreaded "Deca Dick". What dosages are you panning to use? Both Deca and Equipose are very slow gainers overall that require lengthy cycles in order to make any significant gains and from my experience the gains are disappointing in the least. Anyways more info is needed in order to assist you with further info, running without test makes no sense as any steroid will mess with natural test levels and all have their own side effects to deal with!